20091217

=D,

alhamdullilah..
everything setel oredy..
hummm..
thanx for loving me..
thanx for forgiving me..
how much we hate each other..
we both know that..
we cud not live without each other..
kan b?
heh-heh!
tmrw..im off to kl!
boleh jumpe cik mango saye yang berpipi bOncet..
hee-hee ^_^

D,
i know sometimes my action will be so childish..
but,
i heart youuu..soo much tons !



............

evrything was fine in the beginning...
but suddenly for a mistake..
my day turns to..
something which i called it as a disaster!
its all my fault!
i always be the troublemaker...
HAHA !*tears


today, 4 of us went to lost world!
oyeahh! so excited until my heart nak keluar!
*duppdapppduppdapp
hehehhe...
but,
this is the last happy moment between me & him...









ape am tengah buat kat blakang tu??HAHA !


these two handsome boys ^-^


u'll be in my heart forever...


i will always love you...


yes...
this is the end of journey between D & I..
he wud neva eva love and forgive me again..

D, i'll neve leave u if u know me..
i just behind of some corner..
looking at u but im just afraid to see you...
youve been so harsh to me...
i want to go to u and hug u tite..but..
i dun knw why i din move
IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...
when i hide..i just pray to god tat..
just give the best for u..
the best for u is..
u din c me..i am very very close to u..
mungkin jodoh kita tak panjang..
xpela..

yes..
im brutal at the outside..
but my heart is fragile..
im sorry for everything...
i cant eva turn back time..

and yes,
i wud neve eva turn back time..
so i hope u'll forgive me in everything..
& i still do love you so much..
as u wish..
u'll neve eva see me again...
never...
thanx for the last outing..
most of the time..
im having fun wif u and with dila & am too..
hope u'll find sumone who'll always make u smile widely=D


***as i always said..u deserved someone better than me***
and u pun tahu tat im not deserved to have you
so take care my love...
*143*

20091216

kelibat si penyair,

I am so soooo adoreeeeee this song ryte now!
It is so meaningful !
yeahhh!
big *applause to
azlan & the typewriter..
this song damn nice and beautiful ! ^_^



Di atas Kaca,
Terpancar Satu cahaya,
Berlari Ku Pergi,
Untuk Tahu apa Di sana,
Suara yang Merdu,
Memanggil-manggil namaku,
Wangian Terhidu,
Menusuk Ke dalam Tubuhku,


aaa-aah,Oh-ohhhhh,Oooh-oooh,
Yeaahhhyeah,

Indahnya Bila,
Ku celik mata,
Bagai hidup semula,
Kerana Dia,
Aku Begini,
Hidupku penuh Bermakna,
Takkan Lagi Mempersiakannya.
Di bawah langit,
Malam aku hanya sendiri,
Ku renung awan,
Airmataku berlinangan,
Tersentuh Hatiku,
Bilaku mendakap kamu,
Penyuluh Gelapku,
Jalan yang aku tuju


20091215

torn,



now i want to admit tat
I'M DAMN BORING!!!
hmmm,

i dont feel like talking to anyone,
not even my bf...
i wana go shop but no money..
(i dont like window shopping!)
i reject all my frens offer to go out...

luckily.
yeah..
my mom ajak me to go kl this weekend..
to visit my grandparents.
yeah, at least i'll go to somewhere..
*WOOOHH!
my boyfriend is far + bz..
huh,
y i always be in the long distance relationship god?
i just spent my time reading and playing
next week.. new week for me i guess..
im working! yeah!
new place, new people to meet..
im xcited but nervous jugakla..
haha...

tiba-tiba terfikir pasal,
eeeeeeee... aku x ske org tua yang suruh anak die..
'ko kena kawen dgn org yang mcmni,mcmtu..'
i was like...ewwwwww!
it is so LAME oldies!!
kena kawen dgn org yg berharta, berpelajaran..
yes .. i understand..
semua org nak yg sempurna..
but.. dun la be so demanding...
is your son or daughter toooo cantik or kacak ke to be wif someone perfect??
or in other words..
is your kids soo PERFECT until must find sumone perfect too??
if we are given 2 options between..
yang x brape kaya, tapi ada akhlak, baik, hormat org tua..
dengan yang kaya, nampak macam baik tapi menagih dadah..
which one u prefer??

someone make me annoy..
i dun know why setiap kali je..
mesti soooo sooo annoy wif her..
she's done nothing to me..
but..
i dun know..
every single thing she does..
i can sense the..HIPOKRIT?

im out of my mind dah...
bla..bla..bla
haih..
i wish something can cheer me up..
i guess im gonna continue reading...
tonite!
new season of ghost whisperer!hee-hee
wooh!

*butistillfeeldamnboring*duh

20091213

...............

current mood ;

woozy. blur. missing his eyes. hot. merajuk wif utie.
reggae. romantic
im really really in the mood of reading sophie kinsella's story =D

'i"m thinking of adopting meow berbulu lebat??
but i know my mom wont allow me...'*sigh =.='

20091211

*jingjong



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!!

mOge panjang umO n murah rejeki..
i Love yOU abah...
^_^

today my tummy begging me..
ieha.. pls dun diet..
i cant bare it..
i need food food n food..

hmmm,
so i guess..
the best solution for me to keep fit..
EXERCISE!!
yeah..
mula dari ari isnin..
akan ikut abah gi joging setiap pagi
(angan-angan je kot ;pp*)

one fine day,

well, we went to watch santau today~
damn nice n terkejut gakkk ah..
tak sia-sia bayaQ 5hingit to watch this mOvie...
tak boring n make us want to see more n follow the flow of the story..
hehehhe...
*big applause to mr. david teo...hahah!

theN pergi main bOling..
well, walaupun saya **OKU..
tapi i stiil can play..
bukan 1 gamE, 2 gamE tau! ngehngeh*
the people around us pun tengok je kitorang main
n sumtimes they laughed together watched our gelagat..
biasela.. ade org OKU ni main..
HAHA!

afteR that, apelagi..
pusing sanE sini..
merOyan, maka*N makaN sampai rasE nak muntaH
bergadOh itu WAJIB bagi kami..
heh-heh..
theN mengade balik, theN makan..
then balik arrr...

no nit to tell...i know..
im tOO *tall* for the tree..hehehe (;

he loves christmas tree very much! hee-hee=D

yeayhy!! my feveretssssssss chocOOOOsss ....
wuhuu!tats y i lOve yOu hubby...
***u und how bad my pms lately..;pp*
& yes! u surprise me with bunch of chOcky! heee (;

he surprised me again!
**pewiitt..org laki beli maskara..;pp*
ntah bile die beli.. haha
he wants my bulu mata to become ++++ lentik..
i try dah..i look lagi mcm big bird la honey..HAHAHA!

*cakkcakk*..its us again!*kishlove*

hubby,
thanx for everything about today..
u stiill hold my hand walaupun syg today tempang..
u still make me laughed and treat me ah sOoo good..
ingatkan b malu nak jalan dgn syg..
dengan luka syg kat kaki x baik lagi..
the bengkak still cucuk my knee..
makes me jalan mcm makcik sakit lutut ;pp*
humm..
im so so touched! ;) ;)
but but..dun bnyk marah me ha??!
im very good girl u know.. wuekk;pp*

walaupun after this cant see u always...
yes..i cant deny..
im gonna mishh u soo much tOo.. ;(
tapi...
hOpe the sayang in our heart
will last till the end~